I think I’m ready to get back to reality or life or whatever we call this thing that we do everyday. I was totally knocked off balanced when I found out my brother passed away at the age of 50 years old. He passed away on February 25 and I can’t believe it March 20 today. I had a serious talk with myself and I decided that it’s time for me to live my dash period to the best of my ability.
I know you are thinking what is the dash period? It’s the time period from your birthday–(dash)and the day you leave this earth. The dash represents everything in that time period. I was thinking I don’t want to waste my dash period on what ifs, I shoulds, I wish, I want. I would like to instead be able to say I did, I went, I achieved, I’m proud, etc.
I’m going to fully commit to the goals I set for myself starting today. Not tomorrow and if I fail at them today then I will start over and over again until I accomplish my goals. I still haven’t completely gotten my funny back. People used to tell me I could make anything funny. Well I guess I got them, I couldn’t find a damn thing funny about death. That ish is final!!!